Well, today, went to church.

felt like totally ponning it.

See.

This is where my ‘faith’ has led me.

What happened to that oh-so-holy me?

Where did you go?

I miss you.

Because right now, my faith is totally rock bottom.

Where was he when i was trying so hard to stop a ‘bad’ habit?

God, why did you ignore me?

Yknow, i know that he is the real deal.

But, what’s going on?

What’s going on, God?

I know, i felt that wave of worship, that peace before,

But where has it gone.

My fault.

I know it is.

Somehow.